February 2012
I hate knowing these things.
I hate knowing that I’m not the only girl you talk to. Knowing that I’m nothing special to you, and that I’m only just another not-so-important girl on your jock. I hate knowing that the chance I have with you is so small. I hate that there are so many prettier and better girls than me. I hate fantasizing that maybe one day we would be together, even though I know it will never...
Dear Future Boyfriend,
I want to take silly pictures with you, I want to watch the sun rise and set with you, I wanna go on a long bus ride and get off at a random stop with you, I want to have a sleep over where we can just cuddle and nothing more, I want you to meet my family and you guys to get along, I want to go on a road trip with you, I wanna take long walks on the beach with you and play in the sand and water, I...
Nah, it's cool.
xleeeilani:
People walk out on me all the time. I’m used to it.
Reblog if your mom is beautiful.
I give up.
Why did I even bother trying? I try to impress you. I try my best for you to notice me. But you never do. I am completely invisible to you. I’m tired of putting in so much effort in my day just for you, but you don’t even know I exist.
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I can't stand this.
You reply slow. You don’t seem to have any interest while talking to me. Seeing all these girls on your jock because you’re so damn cute and talented. And I’m just one of them. Not any more special than any of them. Makes me feel like I almost don’t exist in your world. Even though you give me all this sweet talk, you probably do this to all the girls you talk to....
getting my braces right now
my orthodontist says hi tumblr.
Talking on the phone.
xleeeilani:
I don’t really like it. But if I ever talk to you on the phone for more than 15 minutes, you better feel damn special. Either I must like you a lot, or we’re talking about an intense/exciting topic, or I’m just that bored. I don’t like the awkward pauses and I feel like my parents can hear me when I’m on the phone.
Bestfriend Sleepovers.
I want to have a sleep over with my bestfriend. Even though they’re the opposite gender, we wouldn’t really do anything “sexual” as my parents would think. I want my bestfriend to get along with my parents, and have my parents fully trust them. I just want to take silly pictures with each other, have a deep conversation about something random, then watch a movie together...
Washington/Oregon people should watch this:
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omhjgjfrgh wtf….im scared
having sex with every girl alive.. see 2012 my niggas!
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Don't call me "babe".
I hate when people call me “babe” when we’re not in a relationship, or having a like a “real thing” together. Just makes me feel like you call every girl babe.
Every time my phone vibrates,
vhattitsteto:
mahalkitax3:
I always hope it’s you. I would immediately stop whatever it is I’m doing just to check if I received a message from you, or even a phone call, and my heart would just drop every time I see that it wasn’t who I expected it from.
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I wanna be that girl.
xleeeilani:
The girl you can’t stop thinking about all the time. The only girl you ever want to talk to. The girl you talk to your friends about. The girl you introduce to your family. The girl you dream about growing old with and having a family. The girl that can actually put a real smile on your face and who makes you laugh until you cry. The girl you can be your complete self around. The...
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Why does moving on have to be so hard?
So many things remind me of you. It’s almost impossible for me to move on when things are constantly popping up that remind me of us. I was doing just fine talking to other people, having fun being single. All it takes is one little spark and everything just comes back to me. Then your name suddenly pops up into my phone and I’m stuck in your trap once again. I can’t continue...
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I hate how I only exist when you need me.
Bounjour ∞: This was in my drafts from 5 months... →
xleeeilani:
“These feelings I have for you are feelings that I’ve never had with anyone else. The very first time I seen you, from the smallest glance ever, I knew it was you. We talk daily from when we both wake up till when we fall asleep, and you’re the only one I ever talk to now. Even though we only hung…
LOL So now I’m looking back at this. Its about a month and a half later,...
My Parents.
They can be so cute at times. Even though sometimes they get on my nerves. But they act like a teenage couple. My mom and my step dad don’t like to be boring. Sometimes they like to go out and have some fun, or they just stay home and chill. Chill as in watch a movie together, cook, play video games, or simply cuddle and fall asleep. I find it cute when they have “tickle wars” or...
Middle Schoolers nowadays.
Running away from home thinking they’re badass. Running away for no reason. Not coming home without any information. Trying to commit suicide. Physically hurting yourself. Do you think you’re cool for doing this? Do you think doing this is okay? Do you think this would just solve everything? No. You leave your family worried, holding a grudge against themselves because they think...
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Negatives > Positives
Nowadays, most people like to pay attention to the negative activity. What kind of world is this we live in? If we pay more attention to the negatives, that just makes it seem like we’re supporting more of the negativity. We’re making it seem like it’s okay to have negative activity around us.
What about the positives? Why don’t we really pay attention to the positivity?...
You barely ever hit me up first. I always have to text you first. Then I feel like I’m annoying. I feel like I’m a nobody to you. I feel like I almost don’t exist to you. I feel like you hate me, because you use no emotion. I HATE THESE FEELINGS.
So I'm thinking back,
and I realized that I barely got any benefit when I was with you. We have barely any memories - hardly ever talked on the phone, barely webcammed, barely hung out together plus we didn’t even talk when we were together. All we did was text. We had everything in a routine. Same shit every day. You made me believe you were actually different from the other guys, when clearly you’re not....
I can't get you off of my mind.
It’s impossible.
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I hate my school's girl volleyball team.
Half the girls on it don’t even know what the hell to do. Am I suppose to catch the ball? No. You’re supposed to fucking kick it.
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I'm sorry.
I’m sorry I don’t have a body like a models. I’m sorry I don’t have all the curves. I’m sorry I don’t have a cute, clear face. I’m sorry I don’t look good without make up. I’m sorry I can’t take a picture and look good effortlessly. I’m sorry I don’t have the best style. I’m sorry I don’t have the brightest personality. I’m sorry I’m not your dream girl. I’m sorry I don’t meet your...
It's like every little thing I do is wrong.
When will I ever do something right.
I want to ask him to be my valentine..
But he lives so far. I don’t know if he likes me. And I don’t have the balls to do it. Probably 102494857 girls already asked him.